Everything .... Everything....





I will do everything to become whole again. I will help myself get back on my feet. I will do everything to find myself—my lost self.

He left me alone. He made me regret everything. He made me regret being with him, and he left my heart broken. But I know that one day, this pain will help shape who I become.



--Everything...everything....

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