Journey to Utopia!!

One morning, the face stayed. The person didn't.

I was raised among unfinished rooms and half-closed doors. I learned early that some people leave long before their footsteps fade. A house I never had became the dream I carried: warm light, one table, no empty chairs. For years, I kept my heart behind locked gates. Then a voice arrived carrying keys made of promises. I laid my fears before him like fragile glass. He swore he would never be the hand that dropped them. I believed. I built futures from borrowed words, stitched forever from moments, placed my faith in a horizon I could not touch. But some vows are only echoes. And echoes never stay. When he disappeared, the ruins looked familiar. As if fate had simply returned me to a place it had always reserved. There was a time when I believed love was a destination. Now it feels more like a ghost. Yet if there is one thing I cannot bury, it is the truth that my heart chose him completely. So I have closed the gate again. No new names. No new promises. No white dresses waiting in hidd...

"JUST FRIENDS" -lang leav                                                              Can I ask for more ? or this is just what it is ?                                                                              You're just "my friend" ?

I have plans for my life, but I don't know where to start. Do you ever feel this sadness? You've been working for a long time, yet you still haven't achieved anything. I can honestly say, "I'm still a loser." Talunan pa rin ako hanggang ngayon. I still see myself as worthless. (Pessimistic, right? But that's how I honestly feel.) I still haven't figured out what I want to do with my life. I've been searching for answers for a long time now. ( Nawawala na nga yata ako. ) Can someone tell me what I should do? Where should I start? Or better yet, should I just give up and quit? I'm still praying that one of these days, I can find the answers to all of these questions. Please let that day come sooner. PS : PLEASE..............................................(insert sad emoji)

I've been trying to change the URL of my blog for the past few days, but it keeps giving me problems. I think the system isn't allowing me to update that part—it's almost like the universe doesn't want me to forget my past. (Kainis talaga!) I tried changing it from glessygabileo24.blogspot.com to glessygabileo15.blogspot.com , and it's frustrating because the day before yesterday, I actually managed to change it to glessygabileo15.blogspot.com . But all of a sudden, some of the comments from my friends disappeared. (I'm doomed!) The stupidest thing I did was not reading the reminder on my page. It said: "Warning: You are using Google+ Comments. Changing the blog URL will negatively impact existing comments. Learn more." Ang stupid ko talaga minsan... ay, palagi pala! Now it's back to glessygabileo24.blogspot.com because my friend tried searching for my page while it was under glessygabileo15.blogspot.com , and it showed "non-existent blog....