She really doesn't want to see you. She wants to be happy again without regretting what was ruined. She wants to trust people again, just like she did before. We all know that the agony won't stop until she accepts everything. She can't accept that she ruined what she had planned. She can't start over if she doesn't know how. How can she forgive herself if the monsters are still hunting her down even now? She started regretting everything when you left her. She thinks it was a wake-up call—a sign that everything that happened was a catastrophe, a disaster. You left her blinded. You left her alone. You left her barely breathing without even realizing that it was over. She doesn't want to spend her whole life feeling furious—neither at herself nor at you. She was so blind that she never realized you didn't actually want her forever. Maybe one day she'll be happy to see that you're happy. But for now, please let her deal with this bitterness. She doesn...