Journey to Utopia!!

My life is a mess.

I am not a quiet person—maybe sometimes I'm even too loud. But there are times when I just want to be alone. I am not mad or lonely; that's just who I am. I tend to shut people out because I really like having my own space. I am a hypocrite when I tell myself that I don't give a shit about what other people think of me. The truth is, I do care. You just might not notice it because I don't spend too much time thinking about it. I don't know what's wrong with me. Sometimes, when I'm all alone, I talk to myself and end up thinking that I might be going insane or something. For me, the best companion is myself. One of my friends often asks me to visit their house, but most of the time I make up excuses. The truth is, whenever that happens, I choose to spend time with myself instead. Do you know that there are times when I'm afraid to speak because I might say something that other people won't like? I am boring—that's how I define myself. Naaawa nga a...

                    Huh!! Where should I start? Twilight is one of the fictional movies that I like. No, scratch that—I love it! I love the story, I love the cast, and I love everything about this film. I've been hoping to read the Twilight books by Stephenie Meyer. I want to read every book in the series from beginning to end. I'm also wishing she would write another sequel because I still can't get over it until now. (By the way, I used to pray that Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson would get back together and eventually end up married in real life.) Call me crazy about them and the movie, but yes, I am! Let me tell you this: I'm not really a fan of Kristen and Robert as celebrities, but I am a fan of their characters in the movie. That's why I wanted them to be husband and wife forever. And hello! They look so good together! Sana talaga magkabalikan sila. Oh my, this is wrong. Hahaha! I also used to wish that I could become a va...