For now .....









 I am not a quiet person ....maybe sometimes i'm too loud .There are these times that i just want to be alone .
I am not mad or lonely .... that's who i am . I intend to shot people out .. I really like some space.
I am a hypocrite telling myself that i don't give a shit  to what others think about me but you might not notice it , yes i do care about what they think , i just don't have time to think of it more often.I don't know what's wrong with me ,sometimes when i'm all alone i talk to myself and ended up thinking that i might getting insane or something .For me ,the best companion is myself , one of my friends asked me to go to their house but most of the time i made up excuses , the truth is when that happen , i choose being with myself (alone) . Do you know that there are times i am afraid to speak because i might say bad things to someone that they might not like it . I am boring , that's how i define myself ..... Naaawa nga ako minsan sa mga kumakausap sakin kasi ang tipid ng sagot , minsan dahil ayaw ko ng kausap maglalagay ako ng headset at makikinig ng music ... I love to play music with high volume because it feels like the music consumes me  ...

As a young adult , the way i live my life is not the same as others... I go home after 9 hours of shift ( BTW i am working graveyard) . What i do at home is cook my food , clean , watch anything on TV or on my phone  but most the time i use internet to surf then after that i go to sleep , i wake up 6 pm or 7 pm and do my routine exercise , i take a bath then prepare myself to go to work .( That's what happens in my daily life.) 
You might find my life boring.But for now( sa ngayun) i like this way , no scratched that ,for now ( sa ngayun ) I love it this way.

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