Journey to Utopia!!

I will do everything to complete myself again . I will let myself get back on one's feet. I will do everything to find myself , my lost self.  He left me alone , he left me regret everything ,he let me regret  being with him and he left my heart broken and I know one day it will build Who i will become.   --Everything...everything....

Too afraid to try again ....

She really don't want to see you . She want to be happy again without regretting what was ruined . She want to trust people again just like before .We all know that agony will not gonna stop until she'll accept everything.She can't accept that she ruined what she had  planned . She can't  start again if she don't know how? How she can forgive herself if the monsters are still hunting her down up to this now ?She started regretting all things when you left her, she thinks it's a wake up call that all that happened is catastrophe(it's disaster).You left her blinded , you left her alone and you left her barely breathing without knowing that it is over. She don't want to be furious with her entire life and of course with you. She was so blind not knowing you didn't actually want her forever . Maybe one day she'll be able to see herself happy to see you happy but for now please let her handle this bitterness. She didn't want you to feel that it...