Journey to Utopia!!

My life is a mess.

 I am not a quiet person ....maybe sometimes i'm too loud .There are these times that i just want to be alone . I am not mad or lonely .... that's who i am . I intend to shot people out .. I really like some space. I am a hypocrite telling myself that i don't give a shit   to what others think about me but you might not notice it , yes i do care about what they think , i just don't have time to think of it more often.I don't know what's wrong with me ,sometimes when i'm all alone i talk to myself and ended up thinking that i might getting insane or something .For me ,the best companion is myself , one of my friends asked me to go to their house but most of the time i made up excuses , the truth is when that happen , i choose being with myself (alone) . Do you know that there are times i am afraid to speak because i might say bad things to someone that they might not like it . I am boring , that's how i define myself ..... Naaawa nga ...

                                          Huh!! Where should i start ? Twilight is one of the fictional movies that i like ( no!! scratch that i love) . I love the story , i love the cast and i love everything about this film. I was hoping to read the twilight book of Stephenie Meyer.( I want to read every series from the very beginning to the end.) I'm wishing she could make another sequel , i can't still get over until now. ( Btw i was praying that Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson would get back together and would end up in  a real marriage in the future.) Call me crazy about them and the movie but yes i am . Let me tell you this i am not  really a fan of  Kristen and Robert but i am a fan of their characters in the movie that's why i want them to be husband and wife forever ( and hellow ! they are super bagay kaya)Sana talaga magkabalikan sila . Oh my ,this i...