Journey to Utopia!!

        Should i say it's thursday? or more like friday currently . It's already 4:48 am in the morning  and since it's LCV(low call volume ) I got a chance to write something (Random thoughts lang).My hands are inching to write and even though this hands of mine are tired of uninterrupted typing, i still choose to release my thoughts and express my feelings through this. I don't know but i find it hard to share my thoughts and feelings to someone maybe because they will find it uninteresting.  Maybe that's how life goes, some other people are born to have the fortitude to express their feeling to anyone but for me i find it so hard (they might not understand).You'll find me writing when i'm happy but most of the time when i am forlorn.I'm having so much thoughts lately , it's feels like my head will burst any minute. Hi everyone! (Hahaha maka everyone naman , parang ang daming readers.) Ah basta!! Hi!! there are many things i really want to...

The day you walked away You took my heart and breath away Memories hunts me everyday And that felt dying every single day I saw his smile that day And I saw her smile the same way How I wished I could be that girl  So this pain could never turn to anger I never thought that there could be an ending between you and I Then I realized there's was no you and I When from the very start I could never own that was never mine Maybe this is really an end  for me and you And a new start for both of you too  Sorry I've hurt you, sorry I lost you But you see i've lost myself too Having this life is a never ending pain But at least i realized loving you is one of those painful thing  I know there will be a denouement to this drama Sorry and goodbye are the words i want to hear from you  And goodbye will be my perfect answer to you too PS:This poem is not perfect but hope you'll like it. Have a great day !!!

I can't remember but i finished reading this book i think that was 2 weeks ago but i didn't got the opportunity to write an entry about it . So here it is , i accompanied my mama to the airport because she's going to Manila that day , then from airport i went to SM mall and i don't know why hahahaha !!. I have this weird thing sometimes i love to go to book store just to check on something or buy books( Hahaha ! book store nga kaya ka napabili ng book diba,talking to myself, (insert sarcasm)). I didn't know what got into my mind why i checked  the book section again that time . I saw the book of Marcelo Santos III ; "Para sa broken Hearted" , the truth is i'm not familiar with his name(I really don't know him) not until that day, so he's also the writer pala of  "Para sa Hopeless Romatic". I thought the book of "para sa broken hearted " was all about payo, learnings or steps how to move on hahaha I started reading the ...

1.Sometimes I drink milk before I go to sleep, I don't know they say it would help you fall asleep. 2.I am terrified with dogs... no actually with dog barks.( I guess it's same) 3.I love pink and black. 4.I want to get a tattoo and navel piercing (belly button pierce) but my mother would kill me if i did that ( of course it's a hyperbole) but she doesn't want me to get tattoo , I don't know about navel pierce never ask her about it before. 5.I can say i am a INTROVERT . 6.I really want to learn how to play guitar , piano and drums .I just don't know how to start from there.( UHHH!!hopeless case) 7.I can't leave without earphone and music . 8. I can stay at  my house or room all day . 9.I love to do somethings alone, shopping, buying some stuff or even eating alone. ( told yah!! I am introvert).Maybe some people or my friends didn't know this side of me. 10.I love movies . (Maybe you all know that ,since it's one of my  hobbies hahahaha!!) ...