Journey to Utopia!!

"JUST FRIENDS" -lang leav                                                              Can I ask for more ? or this is just what it is ?                                                                              You're just "my friend" ?

I have plans for my life but i don't know where to start. Do you also feel this sadness? you've been working for a long time but still you haven't achieve anything.  I can really say "I am still a loser " talunan pa din ako hanggang ngayun, walang kwenta padin ang tingin ko sa sarili ko( pessimistic right?kasi yun naman ang totoo. ) . I haven't figured it out yet what i wanna do with my life. I've been searching for a while now. (nawawala na nga yata ako). Can someone tell me what do i have to do ? where should i start ? or better yet give up and quit? I'm still praying that one of this days i can find the answers to this questions.( please let it be sooner). PS : PLEASE..............................................(insert sad emoji)

I've been trying to changed my URL for my blog this past few days, but it's keeps coming out as a problem .I think the system is not allowing to update that part, more like the universe doesn't want me to forget my past.( kainis talaga ! ). I tried to changed that from glessygabileo24.blogspot.com to glessygabileo15.blogspot.com , it's frustrating because the day before yesterday i managed to changed it to  glessygabileo15.blogspot.com   but all of a sudden my few comments from my friends"gone"( I'm doomed) .The most stupid thing i did  was  not reading the reminder from my page .It says " Warning: You are using Google+ Comments. Changing the blog URL will negatively impact existing comments.  Learn more " Ang stupid ko talaga minsan ( ay palagi pala ) . Now it's back to glessygabileo24.blogspot.com  because my friend tried to search my page while it's under glessygabileo15.blogspot.com and it shows "none existing blog" ...

My life is a mess.

 I am not a quiet person ....maybe sometimes i'm too loud .There are these times that i just want to be alone . I am not mad or lonely .... that's who i am . I intend to shot people out .. I really like some space. I am a hypocrite telling myself that i don't give a shit   to what others think about me but you might not notice it , yes i do care about what they think , i just don't have time to think of it more often.I don't know what's wrong with me ,sometimes when i'm all alone i talk to myself and ended up thinking that i might getting insane or something .For me ,the best companion is myself , one of my friends asked me to go to their house but most of the time i made up excuses , the truth is when that happen , i choose being with myself (alone) . Do you know that there are times i am afraid to speak because i might say bad things to someone that they might not like it . I am boring , that's how i define myself ..... Naaawa nga ...

                                          Huh!! Where should i start ? Twilight is one of the fictional movies that i like ( no!! scratch that i love) . I love the story , i love the cast and i love everything about this film. I was hoping to read the twilight book of Stephenie Meyer.( I want to read every series from the very beginning to the end.) I'm wishing she could make another sequel , i can't still get over until now. ( Btw i was praying that Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson would get back together and would end up in  a real marriage in the future.) Call me crazy about them and the movie but yes i am . Let me tell you this i am not  really a fan of  Kristen and Robert but i am a fan of their characters in the movie that's why i want them to be husband and wife forever ( and hellow ! they are super bagay kaya)Sana talaga magkabalikan sila . Oh my ,this i...

I will do everything to complete myself again . I will let myself get back on one's feet. I will do everything to find myself , my lost self.  He left me alone , he left me regret everything ,he let me regret  being with him and he left my heart broken and I know one day it will build Who i will become.   --Everything...everything....

Too afraid to try again ....

She really don't want to see you . She want to be happy again without regretting what was ruined . She want to trust people again just like before .We all know that agony will not gonna stop until she'll accept everything.She can't accept that she ruined what she had  planned . She can't  start again if she don't know how? How she can forgive herself if the monsters are still hunting her down up to this now ?She started regretting all things when you left her, she thinks it's a wake up call that all that happened is catastrophe(it's disaster).You left her blinded , you left her alone and you left her barely breathing without knowing that it is over. She don't want to be furious with her entire life and of course with you. She was so blind not knowing you didn't actually want her forever . Maybe one day she'll be able to see herself happy to see you happy but for now please let her handle this bitterness. She didn't want you to feel that it...

I been posting quotations or thoughts about the books that i have had read but this time I thought of an entry about this movie " Me before you"by Jojo Moyes .I have not yet read the book but i have a feeling that i would also love it like the film.I know majority has already watched the film but for those who haven't seen it don't worry i won't spoil it .For those people who love romantic/ drama films . I think you would love this movie but please prepare your tissue/napkin .I really love the movie .I also have a crush to Sam Claflin ( so handsome <3 and I love the accent ) I wish i'll have a chance to read the book( I know where i can get that book but it's expensive for me) . " When something's good happened , a very special thing will cease to exit"  One day in our lives will have to face the reality , if somethings(special ) is gone we still have to continue living. We'll have to move on but never forget let it be ...

1. “Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy.” — Norman Vincent Peale 2. “If you can dream it, you can do it.” — Walt Disney 3. “Where there is a will, there is a way. If there is a chance in a million that you can do something, anything, to keep what you want from ending, do it. Pry the door open or, if need be, wedge your foot in that door and keep it open.” — Pauline Kael 4. “Do not wait; the time will never be ‘just right.’ Start where you stand, and work with whatever tools you may have at your command, and better tools will be found as you go along.” — George Herbert 5. “Press forward. Do not stop, do not linger in your journey, but strive for the mark set before you.” — George Whitefield 6. “The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” — Eleanor Roosevelt 7. “Aim for the moon. If you miss, you may hit a star.” — W. Clement Stone ...

          Welcome 2018! That's the first thing that comes in my mind , though it's super super late for that ( i still want to welcome 2018 to my blog hahaha . It's been so long since the last entry i posted , the last blog was December 04, 2017 , last year pa yun grave ang tagal na pala . I'm really having hard time this past few weeks  to think what to blog . Those weeks are not really productive weeks for me . I  planned to write something about our Christmas party ( family Christmas party actually) but i ended up nothing. I can't think straight these past weeks . I feel really  frustrated because i really don't know what to post . I have to update my blog because what the purpose of having this site if i'm not gonna post updated one. So before we ended up crying because of this one hahaha i'm just gonna tell anecdotes about those past weeks . Those past weeks i'm still here at the office working ,the holidays we had was last Decemb...